Winter

WINTER

Oh,what a winter we had,

what a winter it was.

But it's all now so  very sad.

Gone are the snowmen,

gone is the laughter of playful children.

Good-bye care-free running,

playing in the snow.

We're no longer children,

Now we're in the know.

No more laughter,

No more snow,

now we are alone.

Burden

BURDEN

Too much burden to shoulder

heavy brain from many thoughts that cloud my head.

Love

you

me

each other

falling apart

wandering the street at night

Lost confused, misunderstood

People draw their own conclusions

Endless years of disillusion

Pain weighs my body down

bullet ends all the sounds

good night my loved ones

good bye

Vivian  11/4/97

Universe Poetry Class

Universe

Void, Darkness…

….lost

In the Expanse

Vicissitude* brings an

IMPLOSION

And chaos abounds

Nothing remains calm.

OBFUSCATION**

SPIRTUAL

AURORA

Safe

Among the beauty

Manifested by my

Spirit.

Opening the world to the

Now just created.

*vicissitude:a change of circumstances or fortune, typically one that is unwelcome or unpleasant

**obfuscation-  the action of making something obsucre, unclear or unintelligible

What is love 1st poem ever written, yes it came to me in French

L’amour     7 janvier 

Qu’est-ce que c’est l’amour?

Je ne le comprend pas, et

Aussi, je ne le connais pas!

C’est dommage.  Est-ce que

L’amour existe, ou c’etait seulement

Le produit de notre solidude?  Je ne

Sais pas.  Peut-etre un jour je le connaitrai,

Peut-etre jamais, mais

Il y avait toujours de l’espoir.

Nous verrons aur future ce qui nous

Attend.  La vie, ell est pour vivre,

Et vivre encore je ferrais avec

Beaucoup d’esprit et passion.

What is love?

I do not understand it and perhaps I

Do not know it.

It’s a shame.  Does love exist, or is it just

A produce of our loneliness.  I do not

Know.  Maybe one day I will know it,

Maybe never, but, there is always hope.

We shall see what the future will bring.

Life, it is for living, and live indeed I will do

With lot’s of spirit and passion. 

JRT

JRT

Jay a young man from Rye,

Whose sense of humor is rather dry.

I stretch him, we flirt,

at times perverse,

Our attraction sometimes

makes no

sense.

Asks me questions

rude, and crude,

I sure enjoy this sexy dude.

Weekends, he drinks,

His attitude can surely stink.

Defying death at every door,

angry at heart, to the core.

Running wild and amuck

"Oh, What the fuck!"

What he really fails to see,

is the love we all have for he.

Feeling like a freak on a leash,

You and I were meant to be?

Wanting all along to be free.

Sea of Madness

In this reckless sea of madness

In this reckless sea of madness

you are a stream of calm

a treasure in my heart.

My feelings unite us,

A fiery passion, full of life

Warmth and tenderness are you.

Precious as your love and warm caress.

So sweet,

Let’s drown in this stream

flow with the passion that steers us

through this sea of madness

into a river of love

I love you so much

you are within me, every breath

that I take.

You are within me

I hope I am within you.

Love you

amour

All Right 1980's

ALL RIGHT

I want to be held and hugged

and know that everything will be all right.

I feel both passion and rage

as I look in the mirror and age.

To act, to sing, to dance and play,

Sometimes I feel I've lost my way.

I want to share, build, and explore,

I want it all, and more.

It would take another

To feel warm and loved.

I want to be held and hugged

and know that everything will be all right

Beauty 1997-1998

Beauty

Silence

No one speaks

Be quiet

Speak

No one listens

Jump

I can’t wait

So I push

Fear

Going Further inside

Watching, listening

Speak
No one wants to hear

Wandering

No direction

Broken Spirit

Skin, hair

Rots.

Beauty is inside,

Beauty is a myth

a fact,

a fate to live by.

No one told me.

A child very shy

Adults take, think,

They do not listen

I hear voices in my head, talking to myself.

Today, another day

Stay in today
away from worry, always in a hurry.
Avoiding the pain
that I love again.

Trying to find my right sized mind
but always falling behind.
Reach out to the world,
voices unheard,

Angry and afraid,
not asking for aid.
I feel the right path
not good with math.

Patience and love
will always be enough.

don't freeze my brain
and leave me in pain