CRIME
My biggest
crime
was not
speaking my mind.
I lost myself
to second place.
Demands
to you I feared to make.
Afraid to
follow my own interests
for fear of
leaving you behind.
I let
myself get fat and blue
But I always
felt in love with you.
I sometimes
felt I was not good enough,
because at
times you pushed me aside.
Afraid
of your anger
fear that you
would not love me,
I put
myself in second place
I let myself
lose my face.
I waited too
late to speak my mind,
you were
already into someone's behind.
You lied you
cheated,
I don't know
how long
I'm sad and
broken, but I will go on.
Why did
you do this?
Why didn't
you speak?
Perhaps it
was to make it easier
for me to
leave.
If you had
spoken,
If I had
spoken
We might have
had a chance.
I still feel
this is a horrible dream.
You are in
pain,
you are not
happy,
you no longer
need to take care of me.
Why did you
not speak the truth.
What you are
doing is so uncouth.
God will
show me a new life
and will help
me end my strife.
There's
a part of me that can't let go
because you
see I love you so.
Perhaps
it was done so I could see
What a
terrible man you really are.
I don't
deserve what you have done
I can't go to
a pet store and get a replacement.
Your
life will go on just the same
live with
your pain, guilt and shame.
You will
regret your dastardly deed,
that makes my
heart hurt and bleed.
I am so
hurt and angry too
but I'll move
on without you.
Eight
years of my life I spent
with you,
You throw me
away like you don't care.
I can't
believe you have another,
already
renting videos.
Well hump in
bed you silly fool,
for in the
end we all are dead.
I need to
share these poems with you,
I don't know
why nor do I care.
I'm
still in shock about it all
You say you
have nothing more to say,
but your thoughts
will never leave your mind.
Enough
already for today,
I must go
back to sit and pray.
I now see my
true beauty.
It's inside,
and others see it too.
I am
blessed with many friends
who are
showing me the love
you could not
share.
I feel sad
and compassion for you,
to my heart I
must be true.
This is so so
very sad
and you bet I
am mad.
I am
physically is so much pain
my tears flow
like rain.
I can't
believe this is really happening,
but perhaps
it really is the end.
I think
your actions try to prove
that it's
time for me to move.
Why did you
not look inside my eyes
and help
avoid me to cry.
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