Audio 2

 This is from the audio on the Donald Judd exhibit at MoMA

Make art from the ordinary
Stuck into the middle
here is a different experience than I had before
Color, materials and space
Incredibly rich, because they say so much
Both viewable and hidden at the same time
include other people in your experience
It is asking for you to have an engagement with it
As you look at it you see movement
At one end of the temporal spectrum, feeling
the space in between
it's quite full of joy and exuberance
That didn't involve any romantic association with genius or creativity
Into how to be a person in this world

Audio MoMA

The lines are from the audio at MoMA from various paintings

It's like a beautiful nightmare
A beautiful blue sky and a calm horizon
In alternative realities, things that looked so real
A very controlled accident
An image of rebellion and personal transformation
What is it that we are loved for
Meditations on the transience of life
A claustrophobic erotic atmosphere
Luxury, calm and voluptuousness
It isn't necessarily a wonderful place to be
Forces of strength, ...the supernatural power
An enormous amount of control
Emphasizing the humanness
You don't believe in anything
To breathe and be alive.
Be alive is the point

 

Was I Born to Love?

Was I born to love

Or is it just an illusion

I want to be touched

And when that comes

I drown in a sea of confusion.

Who am I, what do I want?

Only questions seem to appear.

Where is the love I thought was mine?

They are only memories in the dawn

I want…I don’t get

They want…I can’t give.

Will the right paths ever cross

To cover my soul

 like early morning moss

I sit and wait, afraid

NO action

Getting no satisfaction

I want what I want

And look for distractions

For self destruction

Was I born to love

Or is it only an illusion

I sit and wait

And find disillusion

 

An African Room

An African Room

We met in June

in an African room

Our bodies met in an

infinite embrace.

I was alive, a bit on fire

You called me earth,

I felt unnerved.

I though, how great,

What a wonderful date

I found a soulmate

Who knew not his fate.

But we both feared

The unknown of being hurt

You disappeared,

Boy what a jerk.

But I succumbed,

Had some more fun

This isn’t for me

I want one on one.

Peace

Peace

Silence

Peace of mind.

Breath

Slowly fills your lungs.

Listen,

Silence.

Air

Invisible source of life

Sky – magnificent, majestic.

Anger

An illusion

Anger

War.

We are searching

For a place

A city, a state

The earth

Universe

Where is it?

Where are we?

What are we?

NOTHING,

But love,

Goodness, greatness

Majestic

Part of Everything.

Everyone

Searching

Peace

Peace of mind

Seeking perfection

Good, bad

Re-write, re-work

Over and over

NO!

That’s not it

Just leave it

It’s perfect

You’re perfect

YOU HAVE IT

Look inside

Silence

PEACE

PEACE OF MIND

Share

Human suffering and pain

Feels like a deluge of rain

It sometimes breaks my heart

That the world can appear so dark

Anger, rage, outbursts

I speak my voice, what a first

Oh joy, oh sorrow

May we love in the morrow

Help wipe away my tears

To sooth and calm my fears

I want to see the beauty and the peace

Flowing inside

So hold my hand

And guide me through

So that I can share with you.

We are all afraid

We’re all afraid of each other,

Afraid of the secrets

We’ll discover

So we hide,

Alone into the night.

Become brave,

Explore and

Release our frights.

I have found

The joy within

See the beauty

That hid therein.

So off I said

Into the night

And say good-bye

And now take flight.

Turn

Turn
The fires inside burn
With fear I can not trust
Can't stop all this lust
My heart is open to love
As if I've never had enough
Putting a iside my fears
I know I'll shed some tears

Dreams

Believe in the Dream
I just want to scream
It all could be real
With God make a deal.
 In love I will preach
With you moments reach.
They feel so easy
In true ecstasy
A plan in the sky
For you I would die.

What is love

What is love

What is love?

But a dream

An expectation,

Sweet blissful sorrow

That hurts.  But Damn

We want more; we

Want it all,

 or nothing.

Love… a game…a dream

A wonderful desire

That only time, can

Crush.

SecretsTo Be Fathomed

Secrets to be Fathomed

In her head
Secrets to be fathomed.
A love untouched
Words unsaid
Lying alone in bed.
Always afraid
 Because no one stayed

In an African Room

In an African Room

It was in June

In an African room

Our bodies in an

Infinite embrace

I was alive

A bit on fire

You called me earth

I felt unwired.

I though how great

What a wonderful fate

I found a soul mate

Who knew not his fate

But we both feared

The unknown of being hurt

You disappeared

Boy what a jerk

But I succumbed

Had some more fun

This isn’t for me,

I want one on one

Bleeding Heart

My heart is bleeding

tears I cried for you

I yelled and shouted.

You acted strong,

I pierced the center of your soul-

You never let yourself be known

Lies, that hurt

Your actions were curt.

She had red hair,

Unstable and wacky

No woman can trust

You

That’s why she called and

never answered.

1999

Wishing May 2019

Wishing my life were a movie
So you could hold me tight
Long into the night
Warm kisses, warm lips
Hands upon my hips
In my fantasy I scream
Living in my dreams

Kiss. June 2019

I want to kiss
taste the sweetness of your lips
Hold tight to your embrace
Trace the smile on my face
 so true I must confess
 I cannot stop but obssess
Alone when in bed
sleep with joy inside my head

Lovers 5/11/19

Lovers

How do you fall in love?
Am I? Could I,
Have the trust
To let myself fall
Into the mystical realm
And let myself be held
And drown in your kisses
Lay the cards down
I've lost my mind
The lovers, the fool
Being in love with you

HEART 11X14

2 worlds 11x14

"Music" 15x22

Painting " Fall"